Posted by PatrPat on June 23, 2007 at 22:22:23:
In Reply to: Re: therapy and healing posted by Rx on June 23, 2007 at 22:10:53:
Yes,
she was a virgin too.
I've just come to see that I'm no good for me,
and if I'm no good for me,
how can I be good to anyone else.
This relationship has been on-again / off-again for the past 6 years now.
And really we've just hurt each other.
Well,
I know I've hurt her and she's hurt me.
We've both confessed it to eachother and to God.
Some how we got really physical in February of this year and both lost our virginity.
And I feel so horrible about that.
For her and my sake.
I just lost control.
She's definatly worth the relationship,
but I'm not near the mental state to have one.
And when I'm with her I feel trapped and scared and anxious.
That can't be good for her either right?
I feel like I've been on and off and flopping back and forth like a fish in all this and thats not the way to be with another person.
Especially one you've shared your body and spirit with.
I'm just so tired.