Posted by Lost_Soul on August 09, 2007 at 05:28:47:
Hi,
to all.
I just want someone to help me get rid of my addiction.
It's very shameful on my part to talk about this since this is really my first time to bring this thing out in the open.
I am addicted to self-gratification.
I have tried doing other things,
like I got into sports and even joined this single's Christian group in our town just to get my attention away from this vicious sin.
I am keeping this guilt for a long time now and i feel very unworthy especially now that our group has appointed me to lead this evangelization mission.
I hate myself everytime our group get together and doing prayer meeting.
I feel like I am living a double-life.
I feel so lost and my soul is weak.
Hope you could help me get through this.